The best feeling ever is when your with that person you like so much laying there with him, him holding you and you holding him, and you feel safe, happy, and all your worries go away and you feel like nothing can hurt you as long as he is holding you and you just wish you can lay there forever in his arms.

"Such A Tragedy" From First To Last

You used to be my angel,
but now you're more like the devil.
Keep on talking darling,
you're bound to kill yourself...
with another thousand words.
And tears my eyes right out;
i'd rather see you without them anyway.
Take me away.
I don't know you anymore.
After tomorrow,
things just won't ever be the same again.
Keep on running darling,
you're bound to kill yourself with another thousand miles.
And tear my eyes right out.
I'd rather see you without them anyway.
Take me away.
I don't know you anymore.
And I know you will never
(rip my heart out) listen to me again.
You will never
(rip my heart out and leave it beating on the floor) listen to me again.
Take me away.
I don't know you anymore.

Thoughts of Sad Lonely Tina:

      I quit! I give up on everything and everyone. I can't win. I'm such a failure. Theres no place for me here anymore. I'll never know how it feels to breathe as you stand there choking, stealing the life out of me. Someone please save me, set me free. Are you afraid you're never gonna be set free? I am. I wish i could actually be happy then faking it cause its not the same. I have no place on this earth, so take your gun, point it to my head, and put the trigger. BANG! My brains across the wall.  -Me

All i want is you lay next to him and fall asleep in his arms, is that too hard to ask for?

I'll leave it to you to make me cry
all these footprints left behind
make me wonder if
anything will come of this
and now I'm heartless 'cuz you took this part of me
I'll do what you want and never be afraid
Of what you think, of what you think
so stay away
leave me alone
so keep away
don't come near me
I wear a smile to hide the pain

     -A True Story